I was up late last night
Thinking back on old times
I never lived in the moment
I couldn't see what I had
I was evil, I was sick
Living two lives, neither fit
I must've swallowed a thousand pills
I should be with every friend
And oh, I lose control
I fell so deep to find my worth
[Chrous]
So when I'm gone don't lose sleep
I'm at home and I've found peace
It's not your fault
You would scream
I gave my heart but I was weak
[Verse 2]
I still crave the things that helped erase
The memories I can't face
I leave them all displaced
And I grew colder in this room
Prepared myself to lose
The ones who pushed me through, oh
[Chorus]
So when I'm gone don't lose sleep
I'm at home and I've found peace
It's not your fault
You would scream
I gave my heart but I was weak
[Bridge]
I spend these days now
At war with who I was
To prove myself to ones
Who kept breath in my lungs, oh
[Chrous]
So when I'm gone don't lose sleep
I'm at home and I've found peace (I've found peace)
It's not your fault (It's not your fault)
You would scream
I gave my heart but I was weak