I heard you found someone to help you ease the pain
I heard she does the things I did, no complaint
And I won't apologise for finding my restraint
Said I hurt you, but I hurt too
Oh, it's your birthday and I'm fighting, I'm really trying
Telling myself the lies I need to let us die
I keep thinkin' 'bout, keep thinkin' 'bout
I'm thinkin' 'bout our last night
More
Our last night
I know you're wondering just where the fuck I am
I've held this down each year, I do the best I can
But I came to realise that I can't take you back
Said I hurt you, but I'm hurting too
It's your birthday and I'm fighting, I'm really trying
Telling myself the truth I need to walk on by
I keep thinkin' 'bout, keep thinkin' 'bout
I'm thinkin' 'bout our last night
More, no oh-oh
Our last night