I will pay your violence with my rage
i will punch my bones for every look
'cause your breath will still be there to strifle mine
I won't let it happen again nobody will make it again
beast without mother
there will be no more tears to weep for a tender heart
cause you have buried it with your grimy brutality
and now i have nothing more to reflect in my mirror but you
i hate the fact that i am a woman
and that i can't feel it anymore
i hate my skin imbued with violence
the taste of every man
only my hate only you
everywhere i'll be anyone i'll be with every single dayonly hate
i hate my fear of living on
i hate your contamination in everything that i'll do
in everything that i'll do
but i'll raise myself like a statue welded with blood
cause the world wants me to be this way
and so my tears stream down rapid along the feet of who i was
just to feed my anger that will kill my pain
i hate the fact that i am a woman
and that i can't feel it anymore
i hate my skin imbued with violence
the taste of every man
only my hate only you
everywhere i'll be anyone i'll be with every single dayonly hate
i hate my fear of living on
i hate your contamination in everything that i'll do
in everything that i'll do
my body will feel nothing anymore
my closed eyes pierced by horror forever
why does god stand and stare while you rape me