I don't know how else to put this
It's taken me so long to do this
Falling asleep and
I can't see straight
My muscles feel like a melee
My body's curled in a U shape
I put on my best but
I'm still afraid
Propped up by lies with promises
Saving my place as life forgets
Maybe it's time I saw the world
I'm only here for a while
But patience's is not my style
And I'm so tired that I gotta go
What am I suppose to hide now
What am I suppose to do
Did you really think I wouldn't
see this through
Tell me I should stick around
for you
Tell me I could have it all
I'm still too tired to care and
I gotta go
I get to go home in one week
But I'm leaving home
in three weeks
They throw me a bone just to
pick me dry
I'm following suit and directions
I crawl up inside for protection
I'm told what to do and I don't
know why
I'm over existing in limbo
I'm over the myths and placebos
I don't really mind if I just
fade away
I'm ready to live with my family
I'm ready to die in obscurity
'Cause I'm so tired that
I gotta go
Where am I suppose to whine now
What am I suppose to do
You still don't think I'm going
see this through
Tell me I'm a part of history
Tell me I can have it all
I'm still too tired to care and
I gotta go
Where am I suppose to whine now
What am I suppose to do
You still don't think I'm going
see this through
Tell me I'm a part of history
Tell me I can have it all
I'm still too tired to care and
I gotta go
I'm still too tired to care and
I gotta go