When you told me you were leaving
well I couldn't feel my mouth
because all I'll ever be is someone else
As I watched you walk away
I felt something in me change
My heart froze over, all emotion dripped away
So I drove home
at a hundred miles an hour
just to see what it feels like to fly
I crashed my car
into someone else's backyard
just to see what it feels like to die
When you told me that you missed me
well i couldn't close my eyes
because I realized what it felt like to die
'cause all you'll ever be
is a nightmare and a wet dream
a reason to smile from six feet under ground
So I drove home
at a hundred miles an hour
just to see what it feels like to fly
I crashed my car
into someone else's backyard
just to see what it feels like to die
So bathe me in pale flesh
promise that I'll never be good again
I hope you miss me when I'm gone
because I can't hold on for too long
and I'm so scared of dying alone
that I'll kill myself right here, right now
and i'll die