ON THIS COLD WINTER MORNING
IT HIT ME WITHOUT WARNING
I WAS STARING OUT THE WINDOW
DRINKING MY FOURTH CUP OF COFFEE
MY HANDS STARTED SHAKING, I KNOW
YOU'LL SAY I'M OVER CAFFEINATED, SO
THE FIRST TIME THAT I NOTICED THAT
THE WORLD GETS COMPLICATED
I'M JUST TRYING TO FIND OUT WHO I AM
I KNOW YOU'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND
AS I STRUGGLE THROUGH MY DAY
I COLLECT THE MESS I'VE MADE
I PUT EVERYTHING INTO BOXES AND
HIDE ALL MY MISTAKES
IF I BURY ALL THE EVIDENCE
INTERNALIZE THE CONSEQUENCES
I'LL HAVE MY FIFTH CUP OF COFFEE
AND HIDE IN THIS APARTMENT
I'M JUST TRYING TO FIND OUT WHO I AM
I KNOW YOU'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND
THIS ISN'T HOW I'M SUPPOSED TO FEEL
I'VE GOT MY HANDS GLUED TO THE STEERING WHEEL
BUT I DON'T KNOW WHERE I'M GOING
THIS ISN'T WHERE I'M SUPPOSED TO BE
I GOT A COUPLE HUNDRED MILES TO CINCINNATI
AND I STILL DON'T KNOW WHERE I'M GOING
ON THIS COLD WINTER MORNING
IT HIT ME WITHOUT WARNING
I WAS STARING OUT THE WINDOW
DRINKING MY TENTH CUP OF COFFEE