I've got a feeling that I'm gonna be depressed
For the next couple of weeks
I won't be getting out of bed
Or doing anything important
Or anything worthwhile
If my mother calls, I'll open up a window and I'll smile
And I'll say, "I'm doing fine."
Then I'll crawl right back to bed
Where I'll ruminate on past experiences in my head
And I'll think about my life
How I really missed the mark
How I'll never break this cycle
'Cause I like being in the dark
I'll leave my
Tab unpaid
Goodbyes unsaid
I'm letting off steam
He's losing his head
Sold my car
Put it all on red
Stay up all night
I'll sleep when I'm dead
I had a chance at life and drank that chance away
I had a future that was promising but chose a life of pain
I'll suffer endlessly until the day I die with no relief
Push my family away
So when I'm gone no one will grieve and they'll say
"He's in a better place"
Knowing damn well I'm in hell
For all the sins that I committed
For the things I did not tell
For all the lies that I have told
And the things that I have stole
For the hearts that I left broken
When I jumped into that hole
I'll leave my
Tab unpaid
Goodbyes unsaid
I'm letting off steam
He's losing his head
Sold my car
Put it all on red
Stay up all night
I'll sleep when I'm dead
I'll leave my
Tab unpaid
Goodbyes unsaid
I'm letting off steam
He's losing his head
Sold my car
Put it all on red
Stay up all night
I'll sleep when I'm dead
I'll sleep when I'm dead