Well I hate to dampen the mood,
But someone's gotta start telling the truth,
Seems that I’ve been aimlessly,
Hanging out with bad company,
I surrender to myself,
Cause if not me, well who the hell else?
I struggle to connect,
With almost everyone I’ve ever met,
Oh I gotta step up just a little more,
Cause I know that everybody's keeping score,
But I’m just second guessing,
Too shy, too self obsessed, to reconcile,
Keep ‘em round but never let them know,
Just how deep the trouble and your worries goes,
And I know that it’s depressing,
Too far-gone, too sickening, to explain,
Took a while just to realise,
That there’s a thousand other reasons why,
One of these days it’s really gunna be goodbye,
All these things that I do,
Cause temporary shame,
Violence to the spirit,
Can’t dance this fear away,
Honestly I know you’re understanding,
So understand me,
You know I’m understanding,
But one of these days it’s really gunna be goodbye
It’s true I’m falling apart,
Feels like I’ve been kicked out of a car,
Driving at one hundred miles an hour,
Without a thing left to devour,
Oh I gotta step up just a little more,
Cause I know that everybody's keeping score,
But I’m just second guessing,
Too shy, too self obsessed, to reconcile,
Keep ‘em round but never let them know,
Just how deep the trouble and your worries go,
And I know that it’s depressing,
Too far-gone, too sickening, to explain,
Took a while just to realise,
That there’s a thousand other reasons why,
One of these days it’s really gunna be goodbye,
All these things that I do,
Cause temporary shame,
Violence to the spirit,
Can’t dance this fear away,
Honestly I know you’re understanding,
So understand me,
You know I’m understanding,
But one of these days it’s really gunna be goodbye