There's a sense of attachment with my spot on Jake's floor
Until I pick up my shit and I walk out the door
To go lay on a couch and ignore how I know everything
Is dead
But I've been drinking so much it isn't hard to forget
I'm the asshole with asthma sucking down cigarettes
Welcoming early death
And the in betweens are short reminders
Of drives we used to take god damn it
I watched you walk away
I just sat outside and chewed up my fingers until you
Told me stay away
It hurt me so bad but you said it much nicer than that
That for me was all I heard for
Weeks on end it's a never ending noise
That left me indifferent towards
Everything I've ever known
I watched you walk away
There's overwhelming resentment towards the choices I've made
And it's helping me to forget the names of the days
Until the calendar books just a page that I covered up
With arguments I'm in no place to use
And past tenses From days of me and you
All presented in an ink that bleeds right through
But your words were chosen well
Yeah I couldn't say it better myself
Yeah your words were chosen well
And mine just helped to build myself a fucking private hell
I let you walk away
I just sat inside and stared at the floor thinking of
Words I didn't say
It made me so mad cause I couldn't blame you for that
That for me was all I saw for
Weeks on end it's a never ending scene
That left me indifferent towards
Everything and everyone I know
That for me was all I heard for
Weeks on end it's a never ending noise
That left me indifferent towards
Everything I've ever known and
I don't hate you
That for me was all I saw for
I don't blame you
Weeks on end it's a never ending scene
I don't hate you
That left me indifferent towards
I don't blame you
Everything and everyone
I watched you walk away
And all things aside I'll swallow my pride I know
I let you walk away
You'll go your own way I'll sit and self loath with loneliness
I'm alone
Alone with loneliness
I watched you walk away