My day begins with a sigh
as I slowly feel awake.
Then it's off to work thinking how much shit I have to take
It's been two weeks since I've had a smile upon my face.
I miss the days when all I know fits in it's place
14 days I killed myself alone,
14 days tried so hard to understand
14 days I'll never forgive you
My world came crashing down as if I stood aside and watched
all the monsters in my head control everything I feel
I can see the door that traps me in this place
I can see my way out of here
but I just can't find the key.