I'm standing in the aftermath, searching for the strength to carry on,
I'm holding on to the memory since the years that you've been gone
The pain runs deep, it's a wound that never heals
My heart aches for you, your absence is all I feel
In the silence of my mind, I hear your voice calling back to mine
I still spiral through circles, through circles in my perpetual unraveling
It's not getting better, The weight your absence brings
This is an open letter, One I know you'll never read
Sometimes I feel you looking over my shoulder
And sometimes I grieve knowing you'll never get older
My mind's consumed by misery
since the night you took your life, Your suicide has left me struggling to survive
The nights perpetuate and these days will fade to gray
My world feels empty since you have slipped away
Your absence carries on, a bittersweet swansong
Every step that I take feels like a promise I break to keep your memory alive
With every beat of my heart, I'll keep your memory alive
My brother, you will survive, I'll never let your legacy die
You may have taken your life, but I had everything to lose
In my heart, you will survive, I still live for you