The hell that you've been through
The world was against you
Like when you were 12 and taking care of mom
Cause dad he liked to drink too much
He forced you into growing up
You were stuck in a small town
Thought you'll never get out
And when you thought you finally found the one
Learned how it hurts to lose someone
Don't know how you did it, how you carried on
So tell me are you happy
Cause I know that you've never had it easy
Maybe I was wrong for thinking
You were indestructible
That you don't get emotional
Lilly, I'm so sorry
For all of the late nights
Whenever we gon' fight
When I treated you like my human punching bag
If only I could take it back
Cause I was just a kid [?] what it meant
So tell me are you happy
Cause I know that you've never had it easy
Maybe I was wrong for thinking
You were indestructible
That you don't get emotional
Lilly, I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry
Oh you're so much more than all
the cards that you were dealt with
Don't you dare apologize
for finally being selfish
I'm sorry for you paid, I'm sure you did it happy
So tell me are you happy
Do you miss your life before you had me
Cause now I'm old enough to know that
Love can be dysfunctional
And nothing's unconditional
Lilly, I'm so sorry