Can someone tell me if
I will not find a way?
Even though I don’t know
What my way even is
‘Cuz I’m so impatient like that
Impatient for what?
I don’t know
But something feels so out of place
Or maybe that’s because I’ve been so
Unstable all my life
Stable feels weird right now
I’ve been through lots and now I’m settled and feel guilty
I know I should be getting used to this please help me
I am so grateful but at the same time I want to
Escape this life that I have built
Hypocritical is my name
‘Cuz I’ve been wanting this for long
And now that I have attained it
I feel like I want to set free
This is why I have to
Live alone forever
I’ve been through lots and now I’m settled and feel guilty
I know I should be getting used to this please help me
I am so grateful but at the same time I want to
Escape this life that I have built
Can someone tell me if
I will not find a way?
Even though I don’t know
What my way even is