I have a dream each night of a version of me
I can't believe I started drinking at a quarter to three
You always wanted me to blow up, but I struggle to breathe
'Cause I can't really stand the thought of being sober this week
(dercept)
[Chorus]
She said I'm on one, baby, I got a problem
I thought I had my friends, but I guess I must've lost 'em
I just wanna be happy, I know I'm not content
Giving up on my friendships, I'm fucked up more than my ex
[Verse]
I guess I get it, this is everything you wanted, right?
You like to act like you wеre happy
I guess I get it, this is somеthing that you do at night
You knew the script, yeah, you were acting
[Bridge]
Why can't I remember what it feels like to be strong?
You were all I ever wanted, now I want nothing at all
You can't use me up, discard me, I'm not garbage, I'm not trash
You're an anchor on my soul, you took the me I can't get back
[Chorus]
She said I'm on one, baby, I got a problem
I thought I had my friends, but I guess I must have lost 'em
I just wanna be happy, I know I'm not content
Giving up on my friendships, I'm fucked up more than my ex