I'm your very own personal distractionCan't you ignore me, would call a disasterI can't get you out of my headYou're diggin' through my brain and takin' what I saidSome things are better not rememberin' at allStop trying to fix me, if I'm my flawsWhy can't you just take me for what I amJust take me for what I amI'm a disaster, I'm a fuckin' messAlways losing. Always bruising.Never faked it. I'm never changin'.I'm a disaster.I'm a fuckin' mess.Always losing. Always bruising.Never faked it. I'm never changin'.I'm a disaster.Some people wonder,How I can fall asleep at night.I'll rest in pieces feeling right.One step to far.One breathe too late.I've hit wall. I cant escape.I'm screaming out.I'm screaming out!I'm a disaster!I'm a disaster.I'm a fuckin' mess.Always losing. Always bruising.Never faked it. I'm never changin'.I'm a disaster.I'm a fuckin' mess.Always losing. Always bruising.Never faked it. I'm never changin'.I'm a disaster.I'm looking into my soul.I see this stranger.I'm looking back at myself.Who is this creature?Reflecting back on my life,Through this mirror.I'm looking down at these scars...I'm a disaster...I'm a fuckin' mess.Always losing. Always bruising.Never faked it. It's time to change this.I'm a disaster.I'm a fuckin' mess.Always losing. Always bruising.Never faked it. It's time to change this.I'm a disaster.I'm a fuckin' mess.Always losing. Always bruising.Never faked it. It's time to change this.I'm a disaster.I'm a fuckin' mess.Always losing. Always bruising.Never faked it. It's time to change...Its time to change this.