I don't know now what to say
whilst I watch it fall away
and if it dies before I wake
than let mind rise into space
It's not our fault
we're not to blame
where our home is couldn't change
so I'ma ride out every day
and watch the sunlight fade away
maybe the futility of the
situation had us stuck
I wonder just what would've
happened if we hadn't fucked
is this a period of growth or
has it damaged us
I don't wanna let it go
I ain't had enough
but on the otherside I get too
comfortable when i'm taken
I get complacement and lack the
hunger and passion to make it
I'm not gonna lie
I still think about you naked
and wonder bout the family that
we could've created
we even starting naming our
kids making a list
even though we knew that they
would never live
I can't define what it is but
there's a lifetime of loving I
was likely to give
but forever is a long time
maybe it's the wrong time
perhaps we're the right people
running wrong lines
and in a parallel universe it
was all fine
and happily ever after is our
call sign
I don't know now what to say
whilst I watch it fall away
and if it dies before I wake
than let mind rise into space
It's not our fault
we're not to blame
where our home is couldn't change
so I'ma ride out every day
and watch the sunlight fade away
but as much as I love you
I couldn't do it
I couldn't leave it all behind to
simply to pursue it
and you knew it too it's
something that you couldn't do
so tell me baby because i'm
wondering what should we do
now the lines are blurred
I can't exactly find the words
we're not together and i'm
thinking just what might occur
we're still talking everyday
pretending it was yesterday
It's got me questioning just
what i'm meant to say
I mean I love you and I miss you
but shit
what expectations are we
setting how long can we hold on
to this
complicated by the places that
we call our home
and the empty space that can't
be made up on the phone
so now I'm fillin it with rhymes
I'm a lyricist
trying to be real with this but
it's the myth of sisyphus
I can't live my life in this
position at a distance
my earlier persistence now
defines my existence
I don't know now what to say
whilst I watch it fall away
and if it dies before I wake
than let mind rise into space
It's not our fault
we're not to blame
where our home is couldn't change
so I'ma ride out every day
and watch the sunlight fade away
and if you asked me now
do I regret it
do I resent all of the effort
expended knowing this is
how it ended
forget it I'd do it all over
again and I ain't placing blame
but our relationship seem to
make me lazy and shit
preferred to kick it on the
couch with you blazing a spliff
instead of working hard
makinga hit
All my passion was for you
instead channelled to my goals
I lost the hunger cos I felt
I was already whole
we were free in a cage
imprisoned by our deadline
and so time was of the essence
I got the message
that I'm your anti depressant
because I question
what will happen when
the script is up
will you give it up or live it
up and find a new drug
a new love
a new song to be
sung by someone that ain't me
and baby it's likely and I see
if it ain't you and me I just
want you happy
I don't know now what to say
whilst I watch it fall away
and if it dies before I wake
than let mind rise into space
It's not our fault
we're not to blame
where our home is couldn't change
so I'ma ride out every day
and watch the sunlight fade away