The lights were everywhere and I stood by the crash
They told me if I stayed that I would never forget
But you were in there tell me how could I want that
So I stood right there they couldn't force me back
'Cause no one can hold me back but myself
If I can do this without you I don't need their help
The time we waste the time we waste
Can't get it back
The faith we lose the faith we lose
Can't get it back
Can't get it back
Can't get it back
And every day I see him in the mirror
I wanna crush his heart I wanna break his jaw his jaw
'Cause neither of us deserve to be where we are
'Cause neither of us deserve to be where we are
I never failed anyone as hard as I failed you
And let's be honest I don't deserve any better
No I don't
The time we waste the time we waste
Can't get it back
The faith we lose the faith we lose
Can't get it back
Can't get it back
When your faith looks a lot like fear
When your faith looks a lot like fear
When your fear looks a lot like guilt
So don't tell me my faith isn't there
Don't tell me
The time we waste the time we waste
Can't get it back
The faith we lose the faith we lose
Can't get it back
Can't get it back
Can't get it back
We're gonna spend years doing this
In a place where we're too small
To read the words that tell us who we are
We blindfold our own eyes
We reach in the dark for one another
So desperate
We shake each other hard enough to kill
And we repeat and repeat and repeat the same question
Will you see god
Will you see God
Will you see God
Will you see God
Will you see God
Will you see God
Will you see God
Will you see God